Why do mirrors tell lies? (weekly weigh in & progress photo)
Why is it that just when you think that you are looking good when you are looking back at your reflection in the mirror, that you see a photo of yourself from that day and realise that...
the mirror was telling lies!
That, or it is broken.
Reality brings you crashing right back down and you are left wondering why is it that reality didnt take a bigger chunk off when it decided to bite you in the arse?
That was me today.
I cant even believe I am posting this picture as I hate it so much but I need to face reality.
I put on my jeans this morning and a simple black v necklong sleeve top. I felt good and asked my lovely man to take a photo of me. I was thinking I would see something that I liked (seeming I have lost over 15kg).
Hideous I tell you. I actually feel disappointed in myself.
Thank goodness there are hardly any photos of me at my heaviest as I dont know how I would have coped.
I know that I have worked hard and come a long way from my heaviest but I still have more hard work ahead of me.
I need to work hard to reach my goals.
I really cant wait to not be scared to have photos taken of me and to feel assured in myself that I look good.
To top it off, I only lost 500grams this week. I should be happy but I am not, maybe I would if I hadn't seen the photo but I can't hide from reality.