And I'm 110kg.
I need to start this blog up again.
It keeps me honest.
A lot has happened since I last wrote.
I had a baby 6 months ago. I gained more weight post pregnancy than I did during the pregnancy. I just got in the habit of sitting on the couch with my baby and eating high calorie food to give me energy to get through the day after sleepless nights. Take away McDonalds, hot chips, chocolate biscuits, doritos were a daily food group.
I am still breastfeeding and my little man is showing no signs of weaning so I really need to eat well for him.
I'm going to post a photo in a minute that scares the living daylights of me.
My 4 year old took it. It disgusts me but I needed to see it. It was taken 1st September and I was 114kgs. I was considering weight loss surgery. My mum even said I was probably an ideal candidate.
The last month I have been exercising and eating much better than I ever was.
I have some goals. I will blog about them later. But now its time for the reality of where my journey is beginning from.
I never want to look like this again.